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I'm a seveteen year old girl from spain, and welcome to a peek into my dialy life. I started this about two months ago as a way to trully express myself in my journey to become an adult. I decided to share it with everyone else in case someone found themselves in my shoes.

keep in mind I have very basics HTML notions and that there might be some errors.

and lastly, hello to whoever might be reading this, thanks for stopping by!

credits to Itinerae for the template.

thanks for being here, remember this is a constant wip!

Last day of the month, I can't believe it has gone so quickly. Anyways, today I played some Red Dead Redemption and Ghost Of Tsushima, God, Jin Sakai I love you so much. He’s so sweet even if some people run away from him because he’s the ghost and has no honour he still tries to help. I don’t know. I feel that it’s so honourable even if people say otherwise. Love him. Everyone should play it. It’s really good and you get to see his ass!

Anyways, remember how I said I could not make Getou even if my life depended on it? (definitely not) Well after years of struggle I finally made it.

Oh and Dimple! I got severely bullied and Magda too, me and SIlver chased her through the whole map. And Silver said they love the skin I made! Yey!

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Notes: I'm so glad I'm not posting any photo here because it would simply look awful...

So today’s episode? Basically Alejandra sent me a message on Whatsapp about how she was scared because her Mom couldn’t get inside her house had called the cops and her father had threatened her and her brother to not open the door with what exactly? I don’t know but her father can get pretty crazy sometimes. She told me that he tried to throw a crystal vase to her mother once. So yeah.

She’s also told me something she hasn't told anyone and promised me not to tell either and I am technically not doing so? No one knows my identity or hers so it’s fine. Her parents are divorcing and honestly I wonder why they hadn’t before. Her mother is really nice and completely opposite to her father who is just simply abusive, I never really liked him. I hope they report him to the police because hitting your child, and just one for some reason, is not okay.

Whatever, I just hope it all goes well.

Let’s talk about nicer things now. I drew this Dimple for a friend’s Strawpage and even if I’m honestly not good at drawing (I genuinely suck) I think he came out pretty good, considering that he looks like a radioactive fart.

Also me and Silver are doing a skin trading? I made Silver (wow, yeah) from Pokemon SoulSilver or HeartGold and he made Jin Sakai. Honestly I don’t remember why the topic came up but we (I) ended up talking about Ghost Of Tsushima and he’s told me that he’s actually interested in the game but he hasn’t got a PlayStation to play it so I suggested he watch some gameplays! I doubt he will do anything but it’d be cool.

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Notes: Ghost of Tsushima is such a good game that I'm currently listening to the soundtrack.

That thing yeah. I don’t know, she’s just my biggest hater I guess. Found my long lost brother. Himeko died on Honkai Impact 3rd. And uh that’s pretty much it? I guess. Magda and I talked for a while, it was nice, she was telling me how her finals are this year and that she wants to do zoology! Last time I asked her she had no idea so I’m glad she made up her mind. What else uh, I watched some more Mob Psycho 100, I’m almost finished with the second season! Yey! Oh and my glorious king of curses died. RIP Sukuna, we will miss you.

Also Yuuta is so whippedl? Imagine going after Sukuna’s vessel just because your boyfriend's arm got caught on his domain expansion. :/ Love them so much you do not understand.

I think I’ll be posting this on Archive Of Our Own but I’d like to make a new account so no one can ever know who I am! Unless they are Magda or knows my day to day life…

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Notes: I'm currently reading an Inuokko AU!Feudal Japan, and oh my god, I'm having the time of my life.

Uh, today was normal. I did the usual I don’t know, life is boring but I’m fine with it. Guess this is how life will forever go if I don’t make friends any time soon. I tried downloading Honkai: Star Rail but it completely crashed when I tried to open it. Won't even get me too long in. All these hours for nothing. On the other hand Dad has been pretty insistent and has been showing me PCs around 1.100 euros as if to ask me if I liked it.

And obviously I’m not going to say no as if it weren’t my dream. I don’t want to seem spoiled or something like that, I’ve been begging for years to get one of those and I don’t even know if he’s going to buy it for real. It’s too expensive. I don't want my father spending so much money on me when I’m nothing like my brother. I’ve told him that’s not necessary and that it is too pricey but he says and I quote “what else am I supposed to do with money if not spend it on the ones I love?” I don’t deserve him or any one at this point.

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Notes: My Dad is like my biggest supporter.

So after a few tiring hours I am finally home! It’s nice to be back. Toledo was beautiful and I obviously can’t say otherwise but God was it tiring. I’m am happy to be back i my very own room with my very own mattress and even my hard as fuck pillow which I definitely don’t love but it’s okay I like her.

Um today we pretty much got a train from Toledo to Madrid and we spent most of the day there until it was time to head back to the train station. While we were in Madrid though I did a bit of shopping (two things, literally) I went shopping to FNAC and bought two Laufey Cd’s. They didn’t have much more and it is not like she’s got that many albums so I’m okay with it. I would’ve loved it if they had Typical Of Me in any other format that is not a record because I basically don’t have a record player. Oh, I almost forgot to say which ones I bought, silly me. Basically it was Bewitched: Goddess edition and Everything I Know About Love.

The rest was fine, I suppose, we wanted to visit a rotating museum? I’m not sure what to call it since it’s not completely a museum but it displays like museum kind of things but it also changes locations. It could be in Madrid and then next month it could be in Barcelona. Whatever, it was about dinosaurs and even if I’m not the biggest dinosaur nerd I still know my fair share.

Finally once we had stepped out of the train station we found a black kitten, seemed to be a few months old? And well I pleaded and begged to please take it home but Mom and Dad don’t want any animals so, I’ll have to wait until I’m like 56 to get a cat because the housing market is so bad right now.

Okay that’s all, byebye.

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Notes: I dm'ed a local rescue account in case they could do anything about the kitten and they told me they don't take in cats, they just share and administrate... Like you could've let anothers know...

Today was less tiring than the past days. We visited the cathedral and I do have to admit that it was so pretty. Not as pretty as ours (not because I'm biassed or something). It did have a lot of pretty places and also a bunch of famous artists' works such as Goya, Caravaggio or Velázquez.

Also there is going to be a Nintendo Direct tomorrow at 16:00, not expecting a Pokémon trailer or anything like that but honestly I'd love a new Pokémon Z-A trailer.

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Notes: Nintendo I'm incredibly glad you are taking it slow as we all asked but can we get a trailer soon it's been five months.

Today was pretty much the same,, went to a bunch of places such as El Greco museums. I'd seen his art before but we watched it a bit from afar because the Prado Museum is more strict about their boundaries. Then we went to the Alcázar but since it was closed due to renovations we just saw the army's museum. Funny story, I was in the bathroom changing my pad like a normal person would do and an old asian lady literally barged in asking me if her cane was inside the cubicle. It wasn't. At least it allowed me to practise my english speaking.

Next we went to a church, not bad, especially because they gave us some maps where we could seal the place we’d been. It was cool. Then another church where a famous painting is displayed, or well, painted on the wall. Groups of like twenty people wouldn't stop coming in, they were all Korean for some reason.

Later we went to a Synagogue. It was almost empty, a shame. Oh and lastly to a monastery, incredibly beautiful, one of the best, if not the best things I've seen here so far. That's all for today besides swimming (again yes).

My only complaint is probably how the city was built on a hill and I'm constantly being forced to go up and down hill. It's so tiring. Magda just sent me a picture of her sister's dog? He's called Tedi apparently.

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Notes: If you ar ever going to Toledo just be ready to find ten sword shops in the same street.

Currently on the train on my way to Toledo. It's okay, boring, my ass hurts from the shitty seat and I'm paired with totally random people to whom I'm not even going to try to speak. Sorry, not that kind of person. Not that they are attempting either so I'm glad the feeling is mutual.

I watched a bit of Mob Psycho 100. Currently on the fourth chapter of the second season. I like Mob, just like everyone else. Reigen is good too and Ritsu, I guess he's fine. Okay, the train is supposedly arriving? Still in the middle of a deserted field though.

So that was at 14:00? It is currently 23:55. Today was exhausting, especially since I'm not that used to moving that much. I swam for like two hours? Not like swam swam but I was in the pool constantly moving for two hours and then we did some sightseeing. Toledo is a pretty city but since my camera quality really sucks I don’t have that many good photos. You know what doesn't suck? I saw a lot of stray cats! Which is both sad, since they are strays, well fed though, even saw two kittens. Asked if we could keep them, Mom and Dad said no :-(

I love my family, and wouldn't change them for anything in the world.

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Notes: Maybe I'd change them for kittens.

For today I don’t have much either. We are going to Toledo tomorrow so don’t expect much stuff here for the next few days. Um, I did pretty much what I’ve been doing recently. I’ve been thinking if I should upload this on Archive Of Our Own, I really doubt anyone would read it since it’s not fanfiction and it’s not interesting at all, but, who knows? Just discovered my keyboard has kaomojis. ¯\(°_o)/¯

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Notes: A friend had to talk me into posting this here because I had no idea how the web worked.

Sorry about yesterday! I really was tired :( I’ll start talking about the things I had for yesterday. So firstly I got like ten free games on Steam, not much but, hey, they were free. Secondly, I downloaded Honkai Impact 3RD, why, uh, I'm not so sure.

I feel like I kind of owed it to Magda because we talk about what I like but we don’t really talk about what she likes. I mean, we do, but I’d like for us to have something else in common. Which, I don’t know, is it strange? I am so confused. I love Magda, she's my friend and I want to spend time with her and see her happy. Does that mean I’m in love?

I mean, I haven’t seen or heard her, which makes things even harder and when I think about her I don’t feel my heartbeat going faster or butterflies in my stomach, I just smile. I also can’t imagine myself with her in a relationship and I don’t even know if I like girls! So, really, I don’t know what being in love feels like. Pathetic, I know,

Oh and for today! Jujutsu Kaisen leaks…guess who is actually alive, yeah, you guessed right! Nobara! I NEVER lost faith, I knew she’d be alive. No more doomed yuri. Love my lesbian queen, she’s an icon. Oh, I’m still playing Honkai Impact 3RD, my favourite character is Seele, and I even got one of her outfits, skins, character? I’m not sure how it works, in my second ten pull, she’s really pretty!

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Notes: The Seele I got was the Herrscher of Rebirth.

For today I didn't do much, I made Yuuji in Pony Town. I had things written for today but since it’s a bit late and I couldn’t really do this for reasons I will explain later, we’ll be seeing it tomorrow.

Now, as for today. I helped Mom move a lot of pictures from when I was younger into a pendrive, we had fun moving them, there were really funny photos and it was a nice time to remember my childhood days. Then my sisters and I watched Youtube for a while, I think our peak was watching "MHA reacts to Wensday". Honestly I have no more words. Hope tomorrow is longer, sorry I’m a bit tired. (It currently is 03:28)

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I wanted to watch cringey gacha vidos but it was late.

I just realised it’s already the 20th? Hello? Why is time going so fast??

Anyhow, Jujutsu Kaisen will end in five chapters, I believe it’s on September 30th? So many interrogation marks in so little. I have no idea how he’s going to pull it off, really, there are a lot of fights still unfinished. I feel that Sukuna vs Itadori is going to make the world explode or something and that’s how he’s going to end it. I’m seriously confused on how he’s going to do it. I don’t have much more for today. I didn’t do anything besides read one Jujutsu Kaisen volume.

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Notes: Can we get a Heian era Sukuna spin off. Thanks.

So I was reading yesterday (surprise, I know) and I realised (I already had, but I’d forgotten to write it down) that Gojo is almost everyone’s dad. He definitely is Megumi’s even if the other one doesn’t like to admit it. Gojo is annoying but he’s actually a real nice guy, he worries about his students, tries to brighten up their day because I’m sure he didn’t have someone to care about him when he was studying, or when he was a child.

As I was saying he deeply cares about his students and even if he might act silly he’s just trying to protect them in a way. I’m sure he wants them to have a break from the Jujutsu world, no curses and no potential death for a bit, just a dumb teacher who acts like a kid even if he is almost thirty. Not the strongest, not “through heaven and earth I alone am the honoured one” just Satoru Gojo.

To keep up with Jujutsu Kaisen I can NOT make Getou even if my life depended on it. I’ve tried like seven times? I genuinely can’t get any of his colours right. Not the hair colour, not the clothes colour, it’s like hell. On the other hand I remade Stekuna, he’s my best pony so far, the choice of colours and clothes… Definitely amazing.

I also got married to someone in Pony Town. It was Charles who I saw, approached and said something along the lines of “MARRY ME!” for some reason they said yes and we ended up marrying.

For the last hour or thirty minutes we’ve been planning a hangout at Isla Mágica because there is an offer and all of that. Alejandra’s mother has a friend there who might leave it for cheaper but we’ll see. I’ve told her to tell me if that happens so she can buy the tickets instead. We’ll see how it goes. I’ll keep you updated.

Anyhow. I had a dream tonight. I was in a castle? It even had like bones from the catacombs and all that. Uh, and at some point my grandfather showed up, every time I saw him he’d come towards me and give my hand a tight squeeze. Maybe he’s trying to say that he’s still with me? Or maybe it was my subconscious… We’ll never know.

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Notes: I don't even have the person I married on my friendlist.

I want to rant about Toge and Yuuta so badly. I was reading yesterday and it was hurt/comfort, so now I want to talk about things that we might not think about. I literally wrote so much stuff down yesterday, I feel like a writer. Lol.

So the list for Toge today goes like this.

• How even if all of his words are not dangerous he can’t participate in conversations or inside jokes like the rest of the students can and how it might make him feel left out. And how it affects his relationship with his friends.
• What a potential slip-up might mean. Which is definitely one of the reasons why he doesn’t do what was previously mentioned.
• Does he isolate himself in days where he thinks he might not be completely able to control himself to avoid hurting others again. All he does is to protect others from himself.
• How he only speaks properly in fights.

Meanwhile Yuuta’s is this.

• Does he still miss Rika after letting her go (spoiler:yes)
• How does an eleven year old get over seeing his best friend (and fianceé…) being run over with a car.
• After joining the Jujutsu academy, does he still feel as alone as he used to?
• How Maki, Panda and Toge are his first real friends.

Okay, might come up with more stuff later but that’ll do for now.

So for starters, Toge Inumaki, member of the Inumaki family, which has a family technique in which the said will curse their enemies or people in general, if he said “explode” they’d explode. Which, in combat, is really good, but not so good for daily life.

Since Toge is a member of the Inumaki family he did in fact inherit the technique which allows him to curse enemies. Although it can make his throat bleed or rip if he uses a strong word such as “die” against a strong enemy. This condition made him excellent at taking down weak curses. I do wonder if they speak in JSL in his family house, I don’t think most of them can speak freely.

With this said I’d like to continue to the very first topic.

Something I’ve wondered for a long time is why Gege made him speak in onigiri ingredients and why not a “hello” at the end of the day that wouldn’t curse anybody. Due to the nature of his curse he can’t participate freely in conversations and has to answer with “salmon” for affirmations and “fish flakes” for negation. This was chosen by himself as a way to not only protect others but to be able to have simple and quick communication.

Sadly, this also means he can’t participate in normal conversations like everyone else. This might lead to him feeling perhaps a bit left out, because, even if his friends care about him and try to understand him as much as possible with his very limited choice of words. He knows they are there for him but can’t help to feel sad (maybe lonely sometimes) because he can’t and will never be able to speak like that. Headcanon time.I like to think that the three of them (Maki, Panda and Yuuta) started to learn JSL after joining so they’d be able to communicate more easily.

Another of the reasons he wouldn’t join the others are potential slip-ups. He’s (accidentally) cursed people in the past, and he does not want to repeat it again. I wonder if on bad days where the sun shines too bright and every small noise feels like there is a speaker right to his ear, if on those days, he isolates himself in his room because he doesn’t trust himself to keep quiet. He doesn’t want to hurt others. He’s so used to saving people from curses that he doesn’t realise that he can do the same damage, perhaps even more.

Lastly, perhaps, is how he only properly speaks when fighting. I doubt any of his classmates have heard him saying anything else than his safe words outside fights. I can’t imagine the frustration of being misunderstood all the time. I bet he’s tired from it.

And now as for Yuuta, the only thing I have to say it’s that he’s such a nice guy. Love him. Not really. Let’s dive in.

Now, as we know (hopefully) Yuuta had this friend called “Rika”, they were super close to the point where Rika gave him an engagement ring and promised that, in the future, they’d get married. I’m 99% sure that Yuuta thought that was how his life was going to be, marrying his childhood friend, almost like a movie. Until she died, in front of him, then he cursed her and she became one of the most powerful curses in Jujutsu history.

I don’t think he understood the concept of death at such a young age, maybe he didn’t even know she was gone, death is not easy to assimilate, and even less for a child. Did he ever go to therapy to try to get over her, did he want to get over her? Or did he think that’d mean losing her forever. At the same time RIka manifested and hurt others who harmed him. He couldn’t make her stop and that was definitely one of the worst parts of it all.

We know that Yuuta was bullied by classmates and that even before properly introducing himself to the others they went into “fight mode” when they saw the amount of cursed energy he had. At the end they became friends, his first real friends after Rika died. Even if Maki kept beating his ass and he couldn’t completely understand Toge until they’d known each other for half a year. Oh, and being so curious about Panda, he was so shocked when they first met. Love their dynamic, honestly a very well balanced friend group. I wish I had that.

Okay, done with that I hope. I was playing Pony Town and this happened. Is this even normal?

“Hello!! I really love your style and I wanted to ask, do you want to make me a gift skin?”

NO? Firstly I don’t know you at all? Secondly why would I make a skin to gift to someone I DON’T KNOW just because they asked? Also the phrasing feels so wrong? Almost like “yeah I don’t know you, but do this for me even if I wouldn’t do it for you!” Dude, that’s not the correct way to ask for things.

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Notes: These might not be a hundred porcent accurate, that's just how I see them.

So, exciting news! (for me and all the nerds around the world) tomorrow, sunday, will be the closing ceremony for the pokémon’s championship and it’s been speculated that there will be news on upcoming pokémon games, I really hope so! I’d love to see new mega-evolutions on Pokémon Legends Z-A.

Uhm, yesterday an Uraume that I’ve actually seen around on Pony Town, left a comment on my guestbook and when I checked my strawpage they had left a drawing! It's so cute I was so excited to get it.

I’ve also started playing Pokémon SoulSilver again because I was sitting with Silver and honestly felt like it, I only have an hour in though. Oh, and I made a low effort Toge… I hate white haired people so much, oh my god. Love him though. He’s the best. I also made an alt (?) Github account.

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Notes: No more news about pokemon Z-A, please Nintendo I beg you.

Starting today with a quote from my sister. “Mob Psycho is like One Punch Man but with autistic children”. Which in a way makes sense since ONE wrote them both. I feel like Saitama and Mob would be friends, oh and Saiki!

Next thing, my beloved teacher (LIE) Domingo will be staying next year despite him saying that it was very hard and that he was certainly not going to be able to. I will DIE if I get him as my teacher again, Ferpe, please, I will not call you lightbulb ever again. I hate writing inside jokes, no one else can understand them unless I explain them and then it won’t be actually funny but whatever.

I made Sukuna today, but the game is bugged and even if his mask is down it still shows it as if it were up, so I’m not showing it here because it couldn’t look good. I’ve read on Jujutsu Wiki Fandom that Toge likes to watch Mukbang, I was definitely not expecting it, but, meh, oh, and that he’s also a good cook! (at least the best among the second years). Uh, all for today I think! I’m going to read fanfiction, bye bye!

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Notes: After watching all Mob Psycho 100, I can agree my sister was completely right about autism.

Today was just like always. I read two Jujutsu Kaisen volumes, I finally learnt who that, uh, I forgot his name. The lawyer guy. He’s cool, his ability(?) reminds me of Black Sabbath, Polpo’s stand.

When I woke up my body hurt like hell from yesterday. We didn’t even walk that much but I guess I’m not really used to it. I think the best thing (?) I did today was make a lock screen and a home screen, both took me around FOUR HOURS??? And TWENTY ONE minutes. Gosh, I’m not a professional but I didn’t know it’d take that long.

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Notes: By making a locks screen I mean getting photos from Pinterest and putting them all together, almost like a collage.

Today I hung out with my friends. Although Mia didn’t come, we are not so sure why. I think I said I was expecting to get a gift but it didn’t happen, definitely my fault I overthinked it too much and thought she had something for me. It’s okay, I had fun anyways.

After Marta left we went to Alejandra’s porch? Her building doors I guess and we sat there for a while, speaking (even if she’s usually quiet) . Eventually both of my sisters left for a very close park that had swings and she and I talked for about an hour. She showed demons from a weird otome she’s playing. It was so weird because each of them has a kink, for some reason. She’s weird too, but that’s okay. I also watched the two first episodes of Mob Psycho 100. It’s okay.

Sorry if it’s short today, I’m quite tired. See you soon.

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Notes: Maybe life isn't that bad after all.

For today I really don’t have much to say haha. First thing is that tomorrow I’m supposed to hang out with my friends, but the thing is I’m kind of nervous? I’m not so sure why, it’s a normal hangout after all, and it’s not like any of us have a potential friendship destroyer news.

I read some Jujutsu Kaisen manga, started from half, kind of, of the sixteenth volume and finished at half of the eighteen chapter. I was so happy at seeing Chosou, especially when Yuuji said Chosou was his older brother, he looked so happy ♥. It was also really nice to see Yuuta a bit more, the only we’d seen of him was on Jujutsu Kaisen 0. I was happy to see him, ah, I wanna see more Inumaki. Love those two. And uh, nothing more to say…

See you tomorrow. (I say this because I saw an Ao3 fanfic where Megumi was like six and had a journal so I kind of copied him)

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Notes: Inuokko rant coming soon.

Okay so today is a long day? I believe I have a bunch of stuff written but I’m not so sure how much I’ll actually say about each. Uh the first one is, well, remember how I had said I was going to go out? I was talking to my friend and she mentioned that it wasn’t long until she had to say something. Being the person I am, you can’t just simply say that and not tell me further, which, honestly, I kind of regret now. If I hadn’t asked, would it have been something different? Would she just say that maybe she’s just going to work instead of studying?

She’s apparently moving to another city? Cádiz is close to Seville but still it’s an hour by car. I am not so sure why I don’t feel angry, or sad, or overwhelmed by the news. It’s not that I don’t care about her since at the end of the day she’s my friend, and yet I can’t feel any kind of negative emotion, is something genuinely wrong with me? We’ve been friends since I was in fourth grade, almost eight years, and now that she’s moving somewhere I don't feel anything? Almost feel like a bad person, perhaps it’s because it hasn’t sunk in yet?

Ugh, I wish I was normal. On the other hand I learnt something new about Magda. She went to Borki (where they saw a guy in a gorilla costume, I have the video) with her oldest sister and her husband. I asked her how old was her sister, she replied she was thirty and I commented on how I thought she was twenty five, and apparently she does have another sister who is in fact going to turn twenty five. I was so confused, I didn’t know she had two sisters.

When I mentioned I have two sisters and told her we were twining she asked me if I was the younger, and since I am I replied with something along the lines of “yeah, my sister was born a few minutes before me” which led to her asking me if we were twins. Me, confused because I had honestly thought I’d told her we are triplets (which I hadn’t) I told her that no, that we are actually three. She thought I was joking until I sent her a picture of the three of us + brother to prove it.

Okay that’s all the “serious” talk for today. Since uh, yesterday, impressive I know, I've been reading Toge/Yuuta fanfiction I really like their dynamic and how the authors add reasons for Toge not being able to speak, it’s curious to see how he’s portrayed, though I’m a bit sad because he’s just a silly guy I promise. Something I noticed in the film is how Toge waters his plants religiously and I personally like to think that since he knows he can’t curse flowers, he’ll just go about his days, maybe gossip here and there. I like to think he LOVES gossiping. And maybe as he talks Yuuta is sitting close enough to hear him but not to be seen, he enjoys Inumaki’s voice, I know your secret Yuuta Okkotsu…

Okay next. I want Pokémon to give Eevee in eeveelution for every type. I remember when I was younger, eight, maybe nine, and used to watch Youtube videos of fake eeveelutions because I was just like that. Oh! And Minecraft school, that was the real brainrot, not skibidi toilet or whatever it’s popular amongst kids now. Gosh, I sound old and I’m seventeen. Oh shit, I am seventeen……

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Notes: Holy shit I love Inuokko so much.

So for today I don’t have much. Mom and Dad came home from their little trip. Uh, I've watched Jujutsu Kaisen 0. I liked Inumaki’s hair so much! He looked great. To be honest I’m not sure which one I like more, if first year Toge or second year Toge. Oh, it was also interesting to see how Rika also worked and the fact that Gojo and Yuta are distant relatives.

I also wondered if Inumaki would curse people if he sent a voicemail. It’d be weird and cool at the same time. I guess he can since he put Miwa to sleep in the Kyoto sister school exchange event. I also almost forgot to write something today because I was straight going to read fanfiction.

Okay, all for today I believe. (╯_╰)

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Notes: Did you guys know I love Miwa and Kokichi so much. I wish they had had a happier ending.

So, today I watched “Caso Cerrado” , especially this one episode where there is a woman suing another one because she killed her in Roblox. It’s stupid really. Especially when one of them shows the judge a picture of their family tree in the game. I know it’s fiction and exaggerated but I still think it’s funny. Good to watch if you are bored.

I also finished Jujutsu Kaisen season two. God, I hate Mahito so much. It’s not normal, I hate the guy. I hope he dies. I mean, Getou did absorb him so he’s technically dead, but still… Nanami’s death was so sad, the way the animators kept showing us the fighting scenes while they alternated with him at the beach, having fun and finally being free from all the stress of his job. Oh, and Nobara, I wasn’t expecting more backstory from her at least but it did make me shed a tear, and that’s very uncommon.

Nanami is often mischaracterized, people see him as an all serious guy who hasn’t had a single night of fun in his life, which is probably wrong. Obviously, I am not Gege and if I were I wouldn’t have killed anyone and would’ve let Itadori be happy, ha ha… As I was saying, Nanami is not really that kind of person, or at least the way I see him is someone strict about his work and definitely likes to separate his personal life from his work life.

He cares for his children. After almost being killed by Jogo (I’m not so sure how he and Maki survived honestly) he got up and kept going, killing a bunch of disfigured humans so the next person who went that way would have an easier access and also because he had to save Fushiguro. He’s also protected Maki, Fushiguro (again) Nobara and Itadori. His relationship with Itadori is more of a parent-non biological child.

Also when he was about to die because Mahito already got him, the way he saw Haibara? Hello? Can you be any gayer?? I wish they had a happy life, it would’ve made me very happy. Along with Satoru and Suguru. Gege, what you did to those two was diabolical. You should be imprisoned.

Oh, and Chosou. I really enjoyed the way he was like “can you call me older brother? :-(“ to Itadori. He’s such a sweetheart? Love how Gege made him care so much for his siblings, how being the eldest makes him responsible for his brother(s) safety. I like his hair too. Can we get an official art of him with his hair down? please Gege.

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Notes: The queen is back! I always had faith.

Okay so remember that Sukuna, or well Stekuna. I showed it to SIlver and he for some reason had a Herobrine pony. I finally got to meet my sibling. Never thought something like this would happen but here we are I guess… Also Magda sent me more Kapsel photos and I didn’t even have to beg her this time, amazing! I know!. He looks like an idiot.

The other day Marta asked me if I wanted to hang out, I said yes because I literally have nothing better to do. I thought it’d be the normal thing, meet here and spend some time, but apparently we are going to eat somewhere. Ugh, what do I even wear now I don’t have formal clothes. She said that jeans will do but I only have long ones and knowing how hot it is going to be I don’t think it’s the best option even if it’ll be late… We’ll see. I’ll keep you updated! (myself)

Mom and Dad are currently in Madrid, they aren’t there for any concert, just some time alone. I get it, we are a lot and also noisy and a bunch more of things so time alone sounds ideal. Oki, no more things for today. See you tomorrow. (^_^)/

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Notes: By the way, Kapsel is a shih tzu.

Um, so yesterday night, or today’s morning I guess. I realised that Satoru Gojo is nothing more than a weapon. When they realised he was born with the six eyes technique they just went crazy on the guy training him and somewhat into someone they could use as they pleased. It’s true that the balance was finally even when he was born, a god amongst humans, but at what cost? Humanity’s weapon that never used his full potential.

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Notes: I should go deeper into this someday.

I hate Magda so much. Why is she like this? Only forgiving her because she sent me pictures of Kapsel so it's okay.

Oh, okay next thing. Yesterday I spent a good while reading fanfiction, AUs specifically because I’m just like that. I love how in most of them Gojo was acting as Megumi’s legal guardian. Ah, I really like it. In an alternative universe I wish that Megumi lived with Satoru and Suguru. He.. he…

What else uhh, I love Itafushi, Gosh they are so cute together, they compliment each other so well. Their relationship reminds me of Getou's and Gojo's. Also I didn’t know Megumi was a canon nerd, he loves books. Ugh. I love him so much. Oh and Sukuna is like so fucking cool, bro, he’s so chill, kind of. I know he’s going to kill Gojo and Chosou but, meh, that’s what I signed in for. Oh, by the way, Chosou seems like a good guy too, I like his ponytails(?). Okay all for today.

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Notes: If you are curious about why I said I hate Mag is just because I told her I was going to read fanficton and she started saying things like "gojo caressed y/n cheeck and whispered into her ear "i love you".

I haven’t really got much for today I think. I finished Jujutsu Kaisen season one and I’ve started the second. I’ve seen Getou and Gojo’s backstory and went a bit deeper into their relationship and even if I can say that it’s really tragic I also can say I do not completely understand why people love Getou so much, I guess he didn’t really click for me.

Don’t get me wrong he’s cool and all but and the fact he wants to kill all non-jujutsu sorcerers to make a better civilization kind of makes sense but at the same time is a very radical procedure that’s not going to work. I think it’s obvious and he knows it as well but since Sukuna is back he might think there’s a chance even if Sukuna doesn’t really share the same opinions. I don’t know.

Oh I also thought Toji was going to survive seeing how he’s so loved by the fandom but apparently not. I’m glad Gojo took care of Fushiguro and Tsumiki when they were younger. In a modern AU I’d like to think that even as a (college) student he still took them in and knew they lived together. I love found family so much it’s not even normal. Anyways, I wanted to get things done (this, I have nothing else to do) early so I could read more fanfiction. Read a Fushiguro/Itadori one yesterday, it was really cool. I love ModernAU.Yuuji was a film student and while I’m not sure what he’d really do I think it fits him well. Megumi was a vet student, hundred percent accurate if you ask me. Whatever, I’ll go read fanfiction.

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Notes: I love Suguru now. He's my beautiful princess with a disorder.

So today was normal, I think. The most remarkable thing probably is that I made a Nanbaka skin and gifted it to Magda

Us before she changed her hair colour. Meanie. What else, I might watch Zetsubou Sensei cause Riley and Magda said it’s a good anime and Hatsune Miku appears for a literal second according to Magda.

Oh okay, next is this kid we found at the library. Who said, god, this is stupid

"Your so hot when I talk to you my phone gets hot"

I can’t help but laugh, I get it’s a kid, probably not older than twelve but, c’mon this game has got to be a social experiment or something. And this is all for today….

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Notes: Pont Town can be kind of crazy sometimes...

Style change, again. I hate doing this so often. Kind of mixed both of them together. Ah, this is just how much it changed in sixteen days. Lol. It’s funny to see how it evolves. Ah, I also made Dva. She’s so cute. I love how she turned out. Especially the face. Anyways, I have a bunch of stuff for today. Eruri time. List for today.

• How their relationship changed through the years.

• Erwin’s sacrifice and how Levi wanted to respect his wishes but was still conflicted.

• Did Levi see Erwin on Armin?

• Levi’s life after he passed away.

Okay this looks like fanfiction but I promise it’s not.

Firstly I’d like to start talking about both of their backstories. Levi grew up in the underground after his mother who worked in a brothel died. He was eventually found by Kenny who helped raise him, kind of. Meanwhile Erwin grew up on the surface, a history teacher father who taught him about the outside world and who he mistakenly killed.

After stealing gear from the military police Levi, Furlan and Isabel start to do well, business around, eventually the Survey Corps intervene and Erwin, seeing Levi’s potential, accepts. Levi and the rest are supposed to steal a document from Erwin and he knows it. After Furlan and Isabel die Levi goes on full Ackerman mode because they were just like family to him.

Time Skip to when Erwin is finally commander. Levi trusts Erwin, he knows he’ll always be right and doesn't doubt to risk his life if Erwin tells him to. At the end, Erwin knows what Levi is capable of. And he gained his trust even if Levi accused him of killing his family. Tough times.

Shiganshina. Erwin had already lost his arm, and yet he still wanted to go. Was it because he thought that they’d finally be free? Or because it was an almost suicidal mission. We’ll never know. That scene, where Erwin is sitting and Levi kneels down, God, Isayama I hate you. Leli knew Erwin was going to die. It was too risky.

Zeke. Levi promised Erwin that he would kill him, no matter what. Even went all Ackerman, and yet he failed. He almost had it. Later on as the story advances we see how Levi and Zeke get slightly along, and yet, in the final fight, even if he had been badly injured before, he still kills Zeke, because he owed it to Erwin, he never forgot. And I doubt he’ll ever forget the man who saved him. I like to think Erwin helped Levi with reading. It’d be cute.

But, I believe the worst part for him was to see Erwin being carried by Floch, barely alive, almost a miracle when he realised he could revive him, bring him back. But, he knew the weight Erwin was carrying, thousands of comrades and friends dead. Sons, fathers, siblings, he couldn’t handle it anymore. It was too much, and he knew. And I really think that was one of the reasons he chose Armin.

Armin, almost a mini Erwin. Levi knew he had potential, Erwin believed so too. After he saved him, I like to think that they spent some time together, and that Armin even apologised. Idiot. And they grew closer, hopefully. Armin shared a lot of Erwin’s ideas and thoughts on the world around them.

As I mentioned before Levi still thought of Erwin after he had died. We can see that when he kills Zeke or after everything is over and he does the Corps salute for the first time, he sees all his fallen friends. Erwin especially. He had always longed for freedom and yet he wasn’t here to see it. Did the ocean remind Levi of Erwin's eyes? Sorry, I love them.

Anyways. “Once More To See You” is definitely their song. I love this version. You know what I also love? Kento Nanami. God I love that man. I also love Magda. (^_^)/. Enough for today.

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Notes: Hi, sometimes I get too much into a ship, a character or any of my interests that this happens...

So uh, for today I believe I don’t have that much. Lol, all I did today was watch Jujutsu Kaisen and play Pony Town. My favourites so far from Jujutsu Kaise are Megumi and Nanami. Just like always, what a shitty taste I’ve got. I’m liking it so far, it’s not bad, obviously, otherwise people wouldn’t go crazy over it.

Picture of me and Magda, she hates me that’s why she’s got that shity face. She actually loves me, though she's threatened me and in fact taken me away from her GitHub because I changed usernames way too much. I know Mag, I’m sorry but I can’t help it. Oh, right, my new user is “star-pIatinum” but since it was already chosen I used a high case i instead of a L because I’m incredibly smart

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Notes: My user is not that anymore in case any of you were wondering.

So, there’s been a Pony Town update. It consisted of a new area nearby the library, a campsite! You can now roast marshmallows on the campfire. It was okay, it’s a cute place but it was almost as if hell had broken loose the second it came out. Here it’s a picture. It really was crowded. Another one of me and Magda sitting together. Heh, we had to hide some people for that but it was worth it. Okay, more Pony Town. Lol. I found this guy. Why is someones Discord user "fagboy_1707"? I can’t understand how some people have such embarrassing users.

Next thing is Magda being a complete idiot. I can’t fully blame her because it was late but, gosh, can’t defend her either. Why would she say, and I qoute
"If ma name would be Star and I were a system I would name ma members after planets and name it galaxy system
galaxy legings."


What else? Right, I’ve started watching Jujutsu Kaisen because those two wouldn’t stop asking me to. It’s okay, I’m liking it so far. I think my favourite is Megumi. I like his dogs. Heh. Also Mom went on one of those “scary” routes around the city. Their destiny was an abandoned hospital, Mom said you could hear the beds moving and the clank of irons even if it was all closed. God, even got scared when she started talking, I doubt I’d be able to go to one of those. I believe they also did psychophony. The soul? They started talking about something that had happened to their parents and also random numbers. It’s not like I don’t believe in that but, who knows?

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Notes: The Jujutsu brainrot is coming, I warn you guys again, this time it'll be worse.

Firstly and most importantly, happy Yaoi day! I hope everyone celebrates this like a national holiday.

Oh, wait, let me find a picture of this guy and Shuro. Ryoko really knows how to make great charcter design, even among the same races no one looks really similar.

Okay, so, yeah the one where they are shirtless but that’s not the whole point of it okay. I wanted to talk about the fact that besides the two of them are really fit, their bodies are not similar. Shuro is more what you'd expect from someone who exercises and all meanwhile Laios besides being buffed as fuck does not have the very same body condition. He’s more chubby? He is not, but it shows that the guy would eat everything you put in front of him. Love him, he reminds me of Sasha, in that aspect at least. Also got Chil and Senshi in Mudae.

Okay, just like yesterday I played Overwatch with Lex and Ali but my wifi kicked me out so I spent an hour or so hiding in Pony Town. What a loser. Went to the Spanish server, it’s so full of ten year olds. Like literally, one talked to me, she said she was pretty smart and all but the second I asked about her age she literally told me. Gosh I hope nothing bad happens to any of these kids.

Okay lastly I helped Magda with a Magdog AI picture.

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Notes: You know this feeling of wanting to play with your friends but your laptop is so shitty that the screen falls back if there isnt anything to hold it?