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I'm a seveteen year old girl from spain, and welcome to a peek into my dialy life. I started this about two months ago as a way to trully express myself in my journey to become an adult. I decided to share it with everyone else in case someone found themselves in my shoes.

keep in mind I have very basics HTML notions and that there might be some errors.

and lastly, hello to whoever might be reading this, thanks for stopping by!

credits to Itinerae for the template.

So today and yesterday at like 00:50 I played Dress to Impress with my sister, freemode though. I made Mercy and she made Widowmaker. Today in the evening we played again, I made Rose Gold Mercy and she made Kars from Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure

I got a lot of new stamps today. I love having them unorganised on a repertoire of my profile. I’d organise them but they’re just links and it is hard to do it that way..

Magda also told me she was going on a trip today. As far as I know they arrived late because they had to pick up a girl who lives in a village and got there about forty minutes late. They also went home sooner because they finished everything they had to do before planned. She gives it a 6/10.

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Notes: Might share the link one day.

Today I did even more homework and started a voluntary task. It was nice because our teacher had left a clip of an indie video game called “Outer Wilds” . I haven't played it but it looks nice and the reviews are overwhelmingly good. So I might give it a chance. I haven’t finished it yet but I will tomorrow.

I also played a few overwatch rounds with Silver, he’s not that good but he’s also new do I understand. Uh, I don’t think I have much more to say today.

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Notes: I love Inumaki Toge so much.

Today I didn’t want to waste my day so I woke up at nine in the morning and got out of bed at ten or so. Did even more homework (Gonzalo te voy a matar) and played some Overwatch. I think the weirdest Thing that happened today was how I met Keeva again?

I was in a custom map, Rein Invasion specifically, my sister and I were killing Reinhardts and someone called “Keeva” entered the room. Didn’t say anything, of course. So I told Magda about it and she was smarter than me and made me realise how her username is “Vinny” and not Keeva: Thanks lord, I would’ve sworn it was her. I also bought the 2019 Atlantic All Stars Mercy. She’s pretty.

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Notes: What would I do without Magda..?

Today school was normal. I did most of my homework when I got home. Rest of the afternoon was fine, but Marta had said she wanted to play something in the afternoon since it’s friday. So we pretty much ended up agreeing to call at 18:45 and play Among Us because she felt like it. We (Marta, her sister [Ángela], her sister’s friend [Monica], Alejandra, Mia, Irene, Cristina and I) played for an hour and half. Ángela and Monica left because they were going out to hang up with another friend. Then we played some Make It Meme, laughed a lot, it’s fun to play with friends. I’m glad I at least have a few friends.

Later we played both again and Gartic Phone because Irene wouldn’t stop asking.

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Notes: It was a fun night, I hope we have more. Also Happy Birthday to both my queens, Mitski and Tome Kurata. love ya.

I have exciting news today! Maybe some of you may already know it but the sequel to Ghost of Tsushima. This one, Ghost of Yotei, takes place in Hokkaido, at the beginning of the Edo period, 1603. We don’t know much about it. A three minute trailer was the only thing that we got. I am really excited, not only because the protagonist is a woman, I believe she’s called Atsu but I’m not a hundred percent sure. I’ve also been able to observe that she carries two swords so I'm curious how that will go. The only thing I’m a bit disappointed about is how Jin is not going to appear since it’s been three hundred years. I’ll miss him.

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Notes: I am so excited.. 2025 will not only bring this game but also Pokémon Z-A

Today was a weird day, in a way. School was fine, I really enjoyed all the history subjects. However when I came home, after eating I tried to print a few documents from my classes and my printer stopped working, it said there was paper jammed but there wasn’t. Thankfully my brother knew how to fix it but he had to open the whole printer and do something complicated. And after an hour I was finally able to get what I wanted.

Then I decided to go the corner store to get paper sheets for my binder since I only have a notebook and I wanted them to write out the classes notes as it’s neater and all that: I went down the and started walking, I hadn’t even bothered to wear some proper shoes so I had my flip flops and a shirt I use as a pyjama. But, the second I arrived I realised it was closed. I walked all the way there (a three minute walk) and had to get back. Disappointing, it wasn’t even that early, it was five in the afternoon!

Once I got home I started doing my homework, I finished an hour ago? I would’ve ended sooner if Gonzalo didn’t send his homework at seven in the afternoon. At that time I’m thinking that a bit more and I’ll be free not that I’ll have to do more homework. Ugh, He’s done this a few times in the past days so I think we’ll be complaining soon.

Okay, this next thing made me mad. Marta and I were complaining in a group chat about the last thing I said and she said that we’d have to get used to it since that’s how it worked in universities, and well my brother is in University so I answered that it really wasn’t since I know a bit how it works and she answered that my brother is studying art implying that it wasn’t the same as a “normal” career, so, being the good little sister I am I started defending him asking if she thought he had nothing to do. And to my surprise she answered that he only had to draw and colour.

Then I said that it wasn’t as easy as it looked because, firstly my brother graduated on top of his class and had a 12.98 out of 14 in the university entrance exam. So is not that “drawing and colouring” was all he did. However she replied that the science branch was harder than the artistic one and that it was easy to graduate on top of the class. At that point even Marta had told her to stop because she was being disrespectful and that she should apologise.

And she just kept twisting it saying that she hadn’t said it was easy when her words literally were “But art branch is easy”. I obviously started telling her that my brother has to spend hours and hours on one drawing for one class when you can study for an exam in a few hours and that it was obviously not as easy as it seemed. She kept saying that he had talent and I had to explain to her that talent doesn’t really exist and you are not born with it but you practise so much over your life that you master such a topic. Some people are surely born with more ability to understand certain things.

Everyone kept saying “just apologise and let it be over with”, and instead of doing such she just said that she had nothing to apologise for since she hadn’t said anything wrong. I kept telling her that she couldn’t really have an opinion about it since she didn’t have any family members who were studying such. At some point she said that he not only had to draw but he also had to study anatomy. I replied that he had to learn every single muscle and know how it moved and flexed to draw realism and then she just said that he “draws and paints”. Make up your mind.

When she finally apologise she said “Well srry happy?”. Obviously not, if you are going to apologise at least make it sound serious. I told her and she said she wrote “srry” instead of sorry because she’s lazy (when it’s only one more letter) and because of our accent (which has nothing to do with writing. Ugh. I’m not forgiving her that easily even if she said “I’m going to act as if nothing ever happened”

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Notes: Someone teach this woman WHO IS AN ADULT BY NOW how to behave.

Today wasn’t that interesting. I started resuming spanish history and a bit more of philosophy, still don’t understand something so I’ll wait until the teacher explains it. History is pretty easy, feuds and everything before the French Revolution. I’m glad we’re starting from there because the Medieval Age is my least favourite. I really love more modern times, especially wars. I’m a bit into tactical strategy, I like to know what they did to beat against the enemy.

My dad has like five boxes of pens, not even an exaggeration. And I went to his room to check a drawer when I came from school because one of my pens had run out of ink and he was like “you want me to go to the storage room (which is in the basement, I live in a flat) to get you the boxes?” And I said he didn’t need to because I already had one even if it wasn’t the one I exactly wanted, but he went anyway. Got brand new pens.

Oh! Also he, Mom and Cristina are going to an Iron Maiden concert next July. I helped him get the tickets, it was exhausting. We had a lot of problems and we almost didn’t get them. But, we did! So that’s what matters. :D

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Notes: Most of my pens and markers are blue and that reminds me of a teacher who told us he always used blue, which isn't good because he's been accused of sleeping with his students.

Today is nothing really special and I'm pretty much here just to complain. I’ve been learning Greek for one year, even less since I had to start from scratch and my dear teacher (LIE) thinks everyone is just like her and has an IQ of 145. Besides the fact that he barely explains and when he does it’s just so vague, he copies things on the blackboard and says “this is easy everyone!” sends TWENTY exercises (mind you, this is week two only) and believes we won’t have any problem solving those.

He thinks that we remember everything from last year when that’s completely false and he can tell, he won’t even review it a little. God. He makes me mad. When you don’t know something he looks at you with pity and even a bit of disgust as if we were dumb. He was one of my favourite teachers but he’s going down quickly. Ugh, I dread his classes.

Does anyone have that friend who complains about something and then when told the solution doesn’t do it? Because Alejandra has been complaining about h8ow she's too tired in the afternoon to do homework but then she sleeps at two in the morning. And I’ve told her that maybe if she did homework in the afternoon and then slept at eleven or so she wouldn't be as tired but she won’t listen.

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Notes: I hope I die on my sleep.

It’s Sunday today, which means school tomorrow, ugh. I don’t feel like it. I don’t even know my time table!

Okay as I said before I’ll be talking about the things I did yesterday. Mia, Marta, Alejandra and the three of us went to a mall. It’s about an hour by bus since it’s on the other side of the river and I don’t live anywhere close to the city centre… So my mom drove us there because I asked and because she felt like it. So when we arrived we started to look around, went to a few shops, didn’t buy anything important besides some nail files (because mines were destroyed) and nail glue to fix them if necessary.. Cristina did buy Jujutsu Kaisen 25th volume. God my glorious king of curses looks so good there. I love him.

When we finished we went to an exposition about women and how they’d been portrayed in history. It was cool, there were super old statues, some from 1700 B.C even! Mesopotamian and Egyptian, Greek stuff too. I told Marta to take a photograph so she could send it to Gonzalo. I love teasing her about it. It’s fun.

Right after we left there we went to a Burger King but we went exactly at the peak hour so it took awhile for us to get our food. We got it though, so it’s fine. I got a happy meal with extra nuggets and fries. The toy included a tattoo so I got a Sullivan from Monsters Inc.

There were also small vending machines near some elevators and they had mochi so my friends were like “let’s try it!” I agreed, we firstly bought a strawberry one which wasn’t especially bad but I didn’t like the texture. I think it’s because it’s normally served cold and it was warm so it wasn’t right. Irene insisted on buying some matcha flavoured ones, and we did. She, Mia and Alejandra tried it and I waited to see if it was good because I’d smelt it and it wasn't very appetising. It was horrible, or so I’ve been told.

Then we walked half an hour or less towards the city centre because my sisters wanted to go to a manga store. Irene bought two Mob Psycho 100 volumes and the Reigen one. I bought a Toge Noodle Stopper. He’s so cute. I love him

When we were on the bus home we saw Paula, she was with her mother and brother. The worst thing is that on the stop before a lot of people had gotten off so I looked behind because I was at the end of the bus and I just saw her waving at me. She’s such a good child, smart, nice, and polite. Her parents must be proud.

When I got home I noticed one of my Miku figures had fallen and her ankle was damaged. So I glued her. She’s fine now. I also reorganised one of my drawers. The one where I kept my nail files and such. It had so much stuff that was not even mine.

Magda told me her sister had gotten fishes and that she also wanted to get one for her. Even sent me a photo of said fish. I do have to agree it’s so pretty. She said it reminded her of a Jolteon.

Magda drew a Toge for me and I drew a Baji and Kapsel. She was happy when she saw Kapsel. I am happy. I love her so much, I am glad she’s my friend.

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Notes: Is it true americans don't walk anywhere?

Hey! I am tired today, I’ll tidy my room and will talk about today tomorrow.

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Notes: i had a whole ass list written so I wouldn't forget.

Today was nice, I had fun at school. History is interesting and Philosophy too, but that’s just because I have a good teacher. I saw Aejandro! Asked him why he didn’t choose our group and he said that he thought there wouldn’t be a class this year since it doesn’t really come out every year. I was so sad.

Anyways, I am going out tomorrow! We are going to a mall. It’s not close and my Mom is okay with driving us there. We are going to see an exposition about how women were portrayed and it has different goddesses so it’s going to be fun. We’ll go into some stores. There’s a game store and a more manga and anime one so I want to check them out even if I’m not going to buy anything. (Not going to carry that much money because I know I’d fall for it) I’ll carry ten euros in case they have one of these gacha machines with someone I like.

I’d buy a game but I’m not sure which one they’ll have in stock and I’m going to be busy with school. Talking about school I was pretty productive (to me, at least) . I did all my homework until Monday and I took my notes, made them prettier and resumed some more philosophy. I should do the same but with history. I really like it, the teacher is so nice, she’s fun. (I think I said this yesterday?)

Uh, I was playing Overwatch with Cristina and Ali joined, eventually Lex did too. I was on a voice call with Crisitna on DIscord and Ali and Lex wanted to voice call too. I agreed because, yeah, I should get over it, it can't be so bad. Anyway, we used the Overwatch group voice channel and for some reason my microphone sounds far and not so close there so they pretty much started to complain and made fun (I don’t think they meant it) of me. It got me upset. I’ve been made fun of speaking too quietly before and I’ve never been brave enough to even do online and I was not feeling well when it happened.

At some point I just muted myself and ignored them a bit because it was getting overwhelming. Then Lex just started saying things such as “star, star,m star, star don’t ignore me, star, star, star pocket me. And I honestly didn’t feel like playing. Before leaving I said something along the lines of “Lex I hate you” Because they were screaming into their microphone and it was too much. Not even a minute after leaving both of them started messaging me on Discord. ALi especially saying that I should apologise to Lex because “hate” is a strong word. I was completely confused when she told me to so I asked why, since I had not done anything. And she just answered saying that she was kidding. I don't like when people do that.

I didn't tell them anything about this because I’m definitely overreacting and it'll be back to normal in a day or two, I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I talked about it for a bit with Magda, which made me feel better. She sent me a few of her older drawings, and they are so good. I know she'd be such a good artist if she took it back. I tried to convince her but she didn't listen to me.

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Notes: My favourite was a horse? I think it's a pegasus but I'm not sure.

Uh. I don’t have much for today. Just school things. First thing and what bothered me the most is the fact I bought my spanish books yesterday, I spent a while looking for the best deal, and today, when I had spanish my teacher told us that the one I’d just bought is not veiled because we don’t know how the university entrance exam will be and that we need to buy another, which, by the way is 45 euros. Ugh, couldn’t you have let us know sooner?

Whatever, we had Latin and something felt off I guess. Our teacher always comes with a buttoned up long sleeve shirt and more formal trousers. He says it’s because “he wants to show respect to the students” as if they would show any respect for him. However he came with a full black outfit and short sleeves which pretty much showed his arms and Marta was freaking out. It was hilarious.

Oh and I was in my Philosophy history class and we were talking about myths, greek ones especially, and the topic of being careful with what you create or make up like rumours and such because it could backfire and i said to my sister who is besides me “Just like the poison from Ghost Of Tsushima that Jin makes!” And my teacher looked at me and nodded. That was nice.

I was also pretty productive today. I made all my notes look prettier and I started resuming the first philosophy unit! Not bad for the third day, huh?

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Notes: My Greek teacher saw that the new guy liked anime and he was like "he's like you!" while the door was open and he was outside. I kind of feel bad for him.

Today was normal but I am dreading tomorrow. I really don’t feel like having a Spanish class first period. It’s so horrible. And I’d have to wait for history until the last few hours. I like our teacher, she’s really nice. She’s not mean, she’s cool and she’s fun! Explains well too!.

We did like a test on Greek and Latin to see if our level was okay and if we needed to review something, in said test the last question was a self-evaluation about how we’d done the previous year and so on. I honestly said the mere truth. I had not put any effort and got such bad grades I was disappointed in myself (even if I ended up passing the class). I think I’m a bit of a people pleaser as I don’t want the teachers to be disappointed in me knowing what I am capable of.

Not only that but I admitted that sometimes if I didn’t understand what we were learning I wouldn’t ask. Not because the teacher intimidates me (a bit, honestly) or because we had a bad atmosphere, simply because I am like that and I genuinely don’t like speaking up (unless I really trust the teacher, or it’s a subject that interests me such as history). And as well as when I send or receive emails, because I can’t predict their answer and I am afraid I will be made fun of. However, in the next class, when he was giving them back to us he started saying how he had expected us to have a lower level after summer and how some of us (who he wouldn’t mention) were being too hard on themselves and that they’d had put in some effort.

The second he said it I knew he was talking about me. It's not like I felt so happy that I could cry, honestly I felt a bit relieved knowing that he thought I’d at least tried and it made me a bit happy. I don’t want to disappoint anyone.

What else… Oh, I made a new alt account on Github. I wanted it to be related to toge but since I already have the other one I thought it’d be too much. So I went for Mob Psycho 100. I wasn’t sure if it should be Serizawa or Teruki themed so I went for Dimple. No reason I just like the guy and I thought the username “radioactivefart” was funny.

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Notes: I was thinking about sharing the link to the Google Document to write this which has photos and is a tad less edited than this. If anyone is interested plase let me know through Twitter or my Atabook!

Second day.. Ahah… We had an initial test in our Latin class and will have another one in our Greek class, which, by the way it’s tomorrow at EIGHT IN THE MORNING. Now that we are talking about the schedule. It changed today. It sucks. I mean it. Not only because I have Spanish at eight in the morning on Thursdays and Fridays and I surely am not looking forward to it. But, I think the worst thing is that before the schedule changed I had Alejandro as my IT teacher. He’s a nice guy, knows how to explain and I like him as a teacher. But now, I have someone who I don’t even know. I really was looking forward to his classes but not so much anymore.

Anyways. There’s this new guy. (He’s not really new, he just took a gap year and that's why I don’t recognise his face) And well he’s super into One Piece? These last two days he’s come into school with a One Piece shirt. His profile pictures are also One Piece and I’ve been told he has a One Piece pencil case. I haven’t seen it myself though. He looks like a nice guy even if we’ve exchanged words literally once. I hope we get to interact a bit more soon.

Someone from Pony Town left like three drawings on my Strawpage and one is Legoshi. He looks so cute!

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Notes: Sorry for not updating yerterday but I think the web was down?

First day today. Well, not really, we were in there for just an hour, but, god. We met our history teacher and she seems nice. I hope she teaches well because I love history. Our english teacher is JuanLu! I was so happy. He’s a nice guy, likes to joke around yet makes sure we know everything. I’m going to kiss his bald head once he arrives. We also don’t have Domingo as our philosophy teacher (thanks God) and instead we got Ferpe! I'm so happy about that. The not so nice part about all of this is that we got Montesino as our Spanish teacher. Not only is he known for arriving to one hour exams half an hour late but he’s also known for forgetting to tell his students the exam dates and suddenly feel like having an eight unit exam in two days. I hope I can manage.

I played the Sims 4 when I got home. A little bit after that I got a headset. It’s not super expensive and the quality isn’t the best but you can expect it for a fourteen euros one. It took me a while to get it to work but I was able to. Now I can play with Lex and they won’t complain about it. That’s pretty much for today. I know most people won’t get this as they don’t know who my teachers are but I hope that’s okay. It’s my journal after all.

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Notes: I love Beartars art style, it’s so pretty.

It’s been a long journey since I started this… I was so free, nothing to do, no worries, just myself and a computer. Now I have to go back to school. It’s always like this once holidays end but I really am not looking forward to university entry exams. At least the year will end a month earlier.

We got our class tutor the other day and when my friend sent me the photo I thought it was a biology teacher that’s been around for a while. At first I was confused because half of my class is directed to science, medical one specifically, and the other half is to humanities. I understood that she could be the science part tutor but she wouldn’t teach my half anything so it was a bit puzzling.

However it turns out that after a chain of someone telling somebody else we learnt that she had transferred from a nearby school and that she actually teaches history. Which in a way, is a relief. One of the history teachers is known for being so meticulous on his exercises as well as sending so much homework that I really didn’t feel like going through that. (Besides that he goes partying with seventeen years old and there’s this rumour that he’s slept with one of his students, creeps me out.)

There’s people in my class who I know but haven’t really interacted with. There’s this girl I interacted with for a week because we were on a trip together and it was nice, she was nice. I was introduced to her in the first week or so of the last year by a “friend” and she’s polite, quiet, but nice too. I hope I get to talk with her.

That’s pretty much it. I’ll arrive a bit earlier to catch up with Marta and Alejandra, I guess she’ll be there too. It’s going to be a long year.

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Notes: I've been listening to Haunted by Laufey non-stop. It's so good.

Today I played a horror Roblox game with Lex. We were in voice chat but my microphone was so bad they couldn’t really hear me. I have ordered a headset but it'll arrive on Monday (even if it was supposed to arrive today). I hope it works so I can play with people who don’t complain about who don’t complain about how bad it is. I understand, I’d do it too.

Then the three of us played Overwatch with Lex and Ali. It was fun and we won all of our games because we are simply amazing! Ali claims they are not really good but they actually are. I wish I was that good. I am nice with Juno and Ana, oh and Mercy! But it’s not like I really need to aim with her. I love her though. I have like fourteen skins including both pink Mercy. Those are the only skins I ever paid for (because it was for charity)

And uh, I’ve seen that there’s a new Playstation, the pro version. Honestly, I don’t see the appeal. It’s pretty much the same console and the only thing that really changes it is the background quality? Not even for youtubers because the difference isn’t even that good!

The three of us played some Dress to Impress. Eventually Cristina left and we played an experience where you swapped drawings. We drew pretty nice things, my fav was a blue lobster.

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Notes. i don't want to start school...

Hello hello. Hope everyone is doing fine today! As I said yesterday I have a few things written from yesterday so I’ll cover them up now. So across the street there’s a small park where people walk their dogs or take their kids too, and it’s just a small neighbourhood park, nothing really amazing or expensive. And for some reason I can’t completely identify. Some lady decided that she might be lucky enough to find something expensive so she brought her metal detector. Which is hilarious because I don’t live in an expensive neighbourhood and it's just funny to look out of the window on a normal day and see a woman looking for maybe rings or dropped coins.

The next topic has been out for quite a while but I forgot to comment about it or I simply didn’t care enough. Nikocado Avocado has done his best “social experiment” and I honestly think that yeah, losing weight for two years without no one knowing can be a shock once revealed but I don’t think it’s the best prank or experiment as he likes to put it. Honestly I don’t know much about the topic because I don’t think it worth looking into as I’ve never been into Mukbang so I’m not interested. I’m just curious about how Stephanie Soo is going to react, if she hasn’t already.

I’d also like to talk about a topic that’s been bothering most of the music community for a while. Taylor Swift fanbase. Obviously, not all the fans are like this, still, I felt like I somewhat needed to address it. I just think that doxxing or sending death threats just because they don't share the same opinion is simply insane. Are we back to the 16th century?

Anyhow, I’ve been playing some Red Dead Redemption, and god, I love Kieran and Lenny so much. I already loved Kieran in my first playthroughs but Lenny is a bit more new. Is not that I didn’t like him before but I guess I never really paid that much attention. He’s a nice guy, sweet, and enjoys reading as well so you can assume he’s pretty cultured.

You know this kind of fanfiction where the main character is completely overpowered, literally the strongest one who’s ever been alive and she’s also a himbo, blonde, blue eyed and with the biggest ass, boobs and amazing body you’ve ever seen? And in addition she's got a traumatic past which makes everyone want to protect her. Along with the fact that absolutely everyone loves her and she’s oblivious to it. Well, that kind of fanfic. I hate it so much, it’s just so cliche and it’s pretty much always the same plot and storyline. Main Character gets hurt and the love interest has to protect her but she gets up and fights because she doesn’t need a man (or women, but this kind is extremely rare if it’s wlw) to protect her.

So Irene somehow has an alien avatar in roblox and oh my god it’s the ugliest thing I've ever seen. I mean it’s quite funny and I’d love to have it myself (even if she doesn’t know how she got it) but it’s not something pleasant to see. We played Roblox for hours today. Overwatch too. I started playing more as Juno and I even bought her seat emote and blue skin. She’s pretty and fun!

As for Roblox we played an experience where you had to roll a dice and you had certain chances to get an anime character. It was fun and I was a millimetre away from getting Shigeo, so frustrating. It’s this how gambling feels? 99% of gamblers quit right before their big win.

And a Saiki Kusuo psi-nan obby. The level was so frustrating because the spaces to jump were so small and if you weren’t jumping in a complete straight line you’d be out.

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Notes: My keyboard is suposed to be silent but it sounds creamy I love it so much.

Guess where I’m writing this from! Yeah, you guessed! My very beautiful, breathtaking and amazing PC arrived this afternoon. It’s great so far, I can play Red Dead Redemption at maximum graphics and it’s perfect, doesn’t overheat and looks amazing. Probably my only problem is that I’m not used to this keyboard and it’s being a bit hard to write properly. Oh and also that I have no mic. I kind of wanted one. I don’t know. What if I’m playing Red Dead Online with my sisters and I want to talk with them? I’m not going to have my phone open with a call as if I couldn’t do it on Discord. So yeah, I might go get one tomorrow. The cheapest ones with an okay quality are for twenty euros so it could be definitely worse.

I think I have things written for today but I want to play more so I’ll do it tomorrow. See ya.

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Notes: Also because I'm on a Discord server and now that I have something strong to play games with I want to do it with friends.

Today I had a weird dream. So me and my whole family went to adopt a cat, but instead of it being an adoption centre, refuge, you name it. It was a casino, and as we were about to step a foot in we saw some rich dude walk out with a horse. When we stepped into the casino I saw the fluffiest and cutest black cat. I wanted to adopt it but the casino was closing. We went in the next day and I wandered around the isles they had. Besides having cas they had fishes and next to the fishes thanks there was a squirrel tank. It was a pretty weird dream if I’m being completely honest.

The next thing that happened was when I was playing Pony Town, I was sitting under a tree near the spawn sign and someone approached a friend of mine, who, mind you, isn’t really my friend, they just saw I had a Sidon (from The Legend Of Zelda) skin and went a bit crazy over it. I know who they are and I’ve seen them a lot of times but we haven’t interacted properly aside from that one time.

Now, we jump all over the Atlantic Ocean to go to the States. Today is 9/11 or as an European and pretty much the rest of the world would say, 11/9. I actually wasn’t alive in 9/11 but I know how badly it impacted not only the States but also the whole world. It was devastating and such a tragedy. I hope no one who’s reading this has any relatives or acquaintances who were involved and if so I hope you are taking it easy.

To continue with the States today or rather yesterday a presidential debate was held. I haven’t watched but I’ve seen a few clips and I honestly don’t know how the country will stay afloat if Trump ends up being the president again.The thing that impacted me the most, although I do have to admit it was quite hilarious, was when Trump decided to say that Immigrants were stealing cats and dogs so they could cook them and eat them. I obviously don’t know in what situation the country is in, but I think that’s not really happening. I think it’s very dumb, almost something that someone who has no knowledge about the current situation of the country would say. What was also funny was to see him saying that BORN babies were being killed! Even the hostess had to tell him otherwise. How do you want to be the president like this?

I still have to wait one more day for my PC to arrive. I don’t know why but the guy said it wasn’t ready even if he promised it would be. Ugh, things like that make me slightly mad. Whatever, what’s one more day?

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Notes: I've been listening to "Lost In Paradise" for hours in repeat, the song is so fucking good. It reminds me of Yuuji so much.

So I think I might rant about SeriRei or just both of them individually but that’ll be later I think. Okay today was fine, I was supposed to have my PC by now but the guy who’s making it bought a wrong component for some reason and I’m getting it tomorrow. Honestly, I felt like this would happen for some reason but I was pretty disappointed because I was excited.

Whatever, I’ve waited for years. I can wait for one more day.

I also hit my head and I’m sure I’ll have a bump by tomorrow. How did it happen? Well I was going to grab the vacuum robot so I could charge it and I had forgotten the window was open and above my head, so got up and hit my head! I waited for a few seconds to see if there was any blood but I was lucky and it didn’t go really deep. I might have a small concussion though, I’m sure I’ll be fine.

Now besides writing this I’m watching people exposing predators. I’m glad there are people out there who're doing this kind of job. Not only is it entertaining to see how the predators react to their very own actions but also seeing that someone truly cares about putting these people behind bars.

Okay, maybe some SeriRei rant now? I think I’m going to talk about them separately and them together, I’ll manage. Going to start with Reigen because he’s the one we’ve been exposed to the most.

As we all know Reigen worked in a water company before starting Spirits and Such, which by the way, what a great name, he eventually left the company because he was bored and fed up with the job itself. Bought an office spontaneously and decided to open up Spirits and Such because he saw in a magazine that people were making good money selling medium kind of stuff.

After a year he thought of closing until Mob came into his life. If you look closely in the anime adaptation you can realise how Reigen’s point of view was all grey until Shigeo coloured it. Obviously I’m not ONE and I can’t speak about their relationship as well as he can but I think that from the very first moment Reigen saw himself in Shigeo.

Why do I think this? Because since Shigeo had powers some people saw him as an outcast and it is not like he had friends or anyone else to talk about such topics hence why he went to Reigen. As far as we know Reigen was bullied as a child and considered himself an outsider, that’s the main reason I think he cared so much about the small child that just entered this consultation room. He didn’t want someone as carefree and innocent to end up like him.

Even if he used Shigeo for his own business he did still care about him. He bought him ramen after work. He made sure he was trusted enough that if Shigeo ever had a problem he could count on him. And I think their relationship is more than obvious after Regen is exposed on TV, when he asks Shigeo if they saw what they’d said about and cried when Shigeo answers that he didn’t really care, that for him, he was a good person.

This bond strengthens when Shigeo snaps out of his ??? mode just by his words, they both end up crying and I personally think that’s the key to their relationship.

Ending this Shigeo & Reigen rant since I need to go back to Reigen. Okay, even if Shigeo was around he still was lonely. Is not like he has many friends of his age, besides those people at the bar he used to frequent, but those weren’t really his friends. He was all alone, and in the span of a year at most he’s surrounded by high schoolers and a guy who was a hermit for twenty years and then proceeded to join a terrorist organisation. It’s dumb, really.

And I have this feeling he doesn’t completely get along with his family. Especially after seeing his own mother send him a job application on his own birthday. That episode was kind of depressing, I’m seriously glad that his next birthday was spent among the people he’s grown to love.

Serizawa next, yey.

So we don’t know that much about Serizawa once he doesn’t completely appear until the last few chapters of the second season. And even then we don’t have that much information about his past besides the fact that he stayed in his room for twenty years or so because he couldn’t control his powers well. Until Sho’s dad offered to “help” him, to basically end up using him for his own benefit.

Until Shigeo talked him into leaving, and, I don’t know but I think Shigeo has learnt from Reigen, he’s got a way with people. As I was saying, he left Claw and eventually Reigen offered him a job at Spirits and Such allowing him to re-do his life and become the person he was never able to.

In a way, I think Reigen saved him, he gave him a job, something to look forward to and make an effort to be “normal”. I also like how Reigen encouraged him to pursue his academic dreams, he’s good at talking people into things. Imagine Ritsu, Shigeo, Sho, Teru and Serizawa doing their homework all together.

You can also see his development throughout the whole season, he used to be more anxious, he’s gotten better at it. I’m proud of him. Since Serizawa ended up working for Claw I like to think he’s got some kind of relationship with Sho and that he sometimes comes to visit.

Oh and maybe Teru too! I really don’t know if it’s ever mentioned where his parents are but he lives completely alone and he’s only fourteen. So, as my little headcanon I think that when he met Reigen and knowing how Reigen is he took him under his wing. Maybe even developing a relationship like Father / Non Biological kid. I saw in a fanfic I was reading that he formed such a strong bond with him that they eventually moved to Teru’s flat because it’s bigger than Reigen’s and I’ve been headcanoning it since.

Teruki, right. I loved his character development and how he firstly was what you could call a gang leader because, let’s be honest, his school almost acted like a gang. And how after having his ass completely beaten by Shigeo he is more aware that his powers don’t make him as special as he thought they did, and that in actuality he’s just a simple guy! Shigeo really changed him for the better. What didn’t change was his horrible fashion taste in general but, hey, I think that’s better than believing you are above everyone else just because you were born with powers. I also felt slightly bad about his head going bald not once but twice. His big ass wig was funny though.

I didn’t talk about Tome and I think she doesn’t get as much recognition as she should. She might not be a main character but she does appear later on and eventually ends up working at Spirits and Such. I liked how Serizawa was quite protective of her, almost as if she were his child. I found it cute. And the alien episode was funny, I completely loved her outfit.

I didn’t expect to write this much actually.

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Notes: This kind of got a bit out of hand. I originaly didn't mean to make it so long but I could've written even more since I left Sho and Ritsu out of all of this... And a little fun fact, did you guys know Reigen completely stopped smoking as Shigeo started coming over more often. ♥

So as I said yesterday I finally made the damn web work. Took me about three hours and a lot of work. Gosh, I’m going to get all A+ on my IT class this year after this. As of right now I have all July and about five August days. I think I’ll continue to post a few more for today. I made a Twitter and an Atabook in case anyone who reads it wants to contact me for any unknown reason. I doubt it'll happen but I don’t know how to make a comment section if that’s even possible. So it should do the work.

Today was the day I got a free Wind Archer in Cookie Run: Kingdom he’s at one star now although I used the wrong toppings and gave him ATK instead of ATK SPD… I only have four of his special toppings so I hope we are given one more…

I also re-organised my Attack On TItan shelf and now it looks better. I should buy more manga.

Oh! Mag is starting to write a journal too? I think she sent me what she’d written today but I don’t know if she will continue. On it she wrote about how she feels lonely and when I told her I was always there in case she wanted to talk she answered saying it’s more of a real life situation. I completely understand how she feels. I have friends both online and in real life but that doesn’t do much to ease the loneliness spreading through my chest.

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Notes: I wish my life was a bit more interesting.

Sorry today is definitely not going to be as extensive as yesterday. Let’s see what I have written. So Irene, Cristina and I played Roblox for a bit. Dress to Impress specifically. the Three of us get to be on the podium. The theme was singers or something like that. Then Irene and I played an obby. A Reigen themed one…

That right there is Serizawa and a bunch of cats. The background picture is Reigen, the whole obby was like that.

After eating we watched like four South Park chapters. The passion of Christ but with jews and Cartman literally becoming Hitler.

Riley was in Pony Town and was talking about how she had a journal just like me. I mentioned I wanted to share it but I didn’t know how. She suggested Neocities, which I had tried a few days ago and completely failed. I’ll watch a tutorial and see how it goes.

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Notes: Everyone say thanks to Riley.

So as I said I had so much fun yesterday. I don’t remember if I said it but Marta, Alejandra, her brother, my sisters and I were supposed to go. Our meeting place was on our school since Alejandra lives literally in front of it, when we arrived we picked Marta up since she was already there and we waited for ten minutes for Alejandra to come down, Since it was getting a bit late we decided to get out of the car and ring the doorbell. Her mother answered saying that she’s been throwing up all night and that she thought she’d told us! Which she had in fact not. She’d told us she was sick but that she’d make it. Her brother didn’t come either. My mom says that since she was the one in charge of buying the tickets she had simply not wanted to go. I don’t know.

Despite that we had fun! I rode rides I never had because I’d been too much of a pussy (Iguazú, anaconda, el vuelo del halcón..). In fact I rode one of those four times… a bit excessive but it was for all the years I’d missed. We watched some performances and they were all fine. I think the ones I liked the most were the first and the last one. The first one because it’d been done about seven years ago and I did remember some scenes, so it was a bit nostalgic. (¡Me muero, no me muero! ¿Me muero..?) And the last one was the special one, the very last one. It was a magic show! I had the first row since my sisters didn’t feel like standing in the previous one and wanted to take a seat since they didn’t really mind not watching it, meanwhile I stayed because it was Marta’s favourite.

We also watched the bird one, there were a few I’d never seen before, although I think the eagle will always be my favourite, she’s majestic. Oh and the one in the fort! Since Reyes, who we’d encountered in the first one, had reserved a seat for us all.

Some actors, especially the ones who had been there for the longest time did recognise us. I think it’s understandable I used to go every weekend or so and you don’t always get a pair of identical triplets! I think the worst thing of all of it is that I got THREE mosquito bites in my left hand, it’s itching so much right now I can’t do this. I got up just to get a cool water bottle because I couldn’t handle it. I’m not even joking.

Oh my sister also got her PC! It’s so good and strong, it can run Red Dead Redemption on max graphics perfectly, and her voice it’s a bit hoarse for some reason. I screamed more and mine it’s pretty good.

Besides that I didn’t do much today. I cut my nails and Irene helped me cut my bangs so it would look more natural. Mom might’ve noticed but she didn’t say anything so we fine.

Saw like ten Mob Psycho 100 edits with Mitski songs and I went insane.

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Notes: Si sois de Sevilla o alrededores seguro que habeís ido una o más veces.

I got home a few minutes ago. I had so much fun but I will talk about it tomorrow. Sorry I am tired!

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Notes: Expect this on days I'm tired

So last year I met some people on Overwatch and they invited me to their discord server we played and I eventually left because one of their members was being mean to me and I did not want to deal with it. A few months ago the founder, I guess, of said discord server talked to me to ask how I was doing. He invited me to a new server and I went along with it. I didn’t really talk until yesterday and I could say we spent a few hours just talking. It was nice, I couldn’t really read fanfiction because of it. Haha.

I’ve been preparing my things for tomorrow for a while. We are going to Isla Mágica, I already know it’s going to be a tiring day but I’ll be worth it. Probably. Although Alejandra has done nothing but complain when we talked about the waterpark part. Geez if you didn’t want to go then you shouldn’t have bought the tickets.

Oh, I also looked through Pinterest for a while. I have to re-organise it but I’ll do it once I finish this. I found a lot of photos of the Mob Psycho Stage Play, they all look so cute! I love how Teru got his big ass wig too. They could never make me hate you Teruki Hanazawa.

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Notes: If you look it up you'll see how he's still got his wig. I love him.

So firstly regarding the last thing I said she didn’t get it because he hasn’t received a piece so he couldn’t put them together.

Okay, I wrote a few things in the notebook I spoke about yesterday. So first topic of the day! I think I spoke about this before but I can’t find it when I search for the keywords so then I haven’t I guess.

I really hate it when some Hoyoverse fans say that their game is not racist despite it literally having three(?) characters who are not paper white and it’s even worse when one of its regions is inspired by ancient South America and even Africa. I’ve seen a few videos about it where people showed the inspiration for the character and then the character itself and it’s so brutally obvious that the company itself is racist. If not the company then the Chinese or Japanese fans since they are known for not being specifically nice to surrounding other cultures who they considered inferior. Just because they are a Chinese company and there aren’t many foreigners in China doesn’t give them a (very pathetic) excuse to do such. (Not to mention that not all China’s citizens are white)

To put another example, Cookie Run. It’s not the same genre and all that but they are both Asian companies and Devsisters does it well because not even half of their characters are white, I would say that not even a third! Learn from it.

Anyways, I don’t play Genshin Impact so that doesn’t concern me at all. Back to the Cookie Run topic they released an update today which added the Cookie Run: Ovenbreak cookie Wind Archer, and after ten ten pulls, or a hundred, I got him! It was pretty early since guaranteed is at 250 pulls but I guess I was lucky. I was also somewhat lucky with the newest cookies. I don't think I’ve had to pull 250 times since the White Lily update.

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Notes: I kind of got feed up with how the Genshin fandom acts.

Last day here. Today we visited a bunch of churches. I think the guy in charge of one of them is affiliated with a restaurant because he did not only give us a small card with the location but also listed all their dishes.

Found a French teacher’s notebook? I’m not sure who they were but it was completely abandoned so me and my Dad decided to grab it in case we would find the owner. We didn’t so it’s mine now.

Then we went to another church to see a saint's “Incorrupt” hand. She’s been dead for 500 or so years so it's nor like it is perfect but it wasn't skeletal either.

We went to museum with a bunch of stuff like Joly inquisition torture methods. half of those are normally fake but it was fun anyways.

Did a small barbeque in the backyard (if it could even be considered it) I ate hamburgers as we watched cask cerrado, especially that one episode where the Dr Polo is like “you speak Spanish here you hear me??!”

heading back home tomorrow morning. Remember how I talked about a PC? My sister is getting hers tomorrow because it's the first the guy made. Which means it won't be long till I have mine. :-)

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Notes: Now I write all I want to talk about in that notebook.

We are currently in Ronda. Not an ugly city but I've had to go uphill to the most humongous hill I've seen in my life. literal torture. We also played some bingo and even dad joined us. And swam in a small pool.

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Notes: You do not understand how big that hill was. I had to stop like three times because I couldn't do it anymore.

Something today was so fucking embarrasing oh my god. I got my invitation to Archive Of Our Own right and I did in fact start copying this to make a book about it, I guess. But my dumb ass forgot Archive Of Our Own is only for fanfiction and literally halfway through I saw a comment saying what I just said, I was so embarrassed I deleted everything. God. Not trying to do something like this ever again. Anyways, my glorious king of curses is back. That’s it for today… sorry!

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Notes: I wish my glorious king of curses was back.